Sorry about posting so much...
Okay, so I posted a little while back
here about my serious lack of orgasm. Well, I ordered a toy,
this one, to be exact. It came in yesterday and I used it for the first time this morning. I must say, I'm very happy with my purchase. My question now is...was that an orgasm? After a few minutes of low power on my clit, my body went almost completely numb and I felt this weird sensation, almost tingly, in the back of my throat. This is something completely new to me. I've never had any part of me go numb from stimulation, let alone my whole body. This lasted only a few seconds, then returned to normal. After it subsided, I continued as I had been, only now the sensations were much more intense. I turned it up a little bit, but it wasn't much different as far as sensations are concerned. After a little while longer, I stopped.
Now usually, when I'm done doing whatever I was doing without an orgasm, that whole area gets very swollen, and usually takes about 15 minutes (or more, I don't time it) to go down. This time, there is no swelling. And I was (and still sort of am, this all happened about half an hour ago) mildly lightheaded.
All of the above makes me about 80% positive that that was it. But I find that if it was an orgasm, it was a bit of a let down. That's why I'm only 80% sure. Is it possible that I just had this amazing idea of what an orgasm
should feel like and in all actuality, it's not that amazing? Don't get me wrong, it was amazing, but I expected more.
So, wonderful ladies of VP, was it an orgasm? Was your first orgasm that much of a let down? Do your orgasms fluctuate, like amazing one time, not so amazing the next?
Thank you so much. I don't know how women ever got along without this community : )