last year, i was on lunelle shots for BC. when it was discontinued, i was so upset because i loved it and had no negative side effects from it.
PP put me on ortho-cyclen instead, and it was SO horrible. i had the worst mood swings ever. i don't mean anything minor either - i would wake up angry and ten minutes later i'd be weeping on the floor for HOURS, literally. eventually i attempted suicide.
at that point, those evil little pills went flush.
now that i'm feeling better (and i really did feel better within about two weeks of stopping the pills) and it's been several months, i'm starting to think about getting back on some form of non-barrier BC. i'm not opposed to being on something hormonal, but i am understandable leery of trying because of all the trouble i had last time.
and i know about low-dose pills and such, but mostly i am just NOT interested in having even a month of those mood swings again. feeling like killing yourself all the time is a scary feeling that i don't want to revisit for even a day.
i was thinking that, because i had no trouble with lunelle, there might be a place where i can compare ingredients and hormones and find a pill that is the MOST similiar to lunelle, and therefore have the least risk in trying it out. i thought there was a website before that listed different BCs and what they contained.
any suggestions?
PP put me on ortho-cyclen instead, and it was SO horrible. i had the worst mood swings ever. i don't mean anything minor either - i would wake up angry and ten minutes later i'd be weeping on the floor for HOURS, literally. eventually i attempted suicide.
at that point, those evil little pills went flush.
now that i'm feeling better (and i really did feel better within about two weeks of stopping the pills) and it's been several months, i'm starting to think about getting back on some form of non-barrier BC. i'm not opposed to being on something hormonal, but i am understandable leery of trying because of all the trouble i had last time.
and i know about low-dose pills and such, but mostly i am just NOT interested in having even a month of those mood swings again. feeling like killing yourself all the time is a scary feeling that i don't want to revisit for even a day.
i was thinking that, because i had no trouble with lunelle, there might be a place where i can compare ingredients and hormones and find a pill that is the MOST similiar to lunelle, and therefore have the least risk in trying it out. i thought there was a website before that listed different BCs and what they contained.
any suggestions?