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[biggieshorty05.livejournal.com]

well I was supposed to go to the gyno this Thrusday but i can't make it anymore cuz i'm so obnoxiously busy this week. So now i have to worry even longer :(

I have 2 little red bumps inside my vag. They don't irrate me that much really. I have no idea what they are but i just have to worry about it until i see my gyno :( dammit. I thought they were maybe zits but they don't pop, just bleed. They might also be cysts.. i have no idea really.

I donno what i'll do if i have an STD. I have no clue. I know i'll be extremely miserbale. Sometimes i think i have herpes but i really don't know. I get little headaches sometimes and i have those 2 bumps. Those are really the only symptoms I've noticed.

I apologize for this entry considering the fact that there are probably 287483256 other entries similar to this one. I'm sorry that its annoying and repetitive. I just can't help but worry about it like crazy. I'm so upset to the point where i think about suicide on a daily basis and i can't handle this anymore. I really can't.

*sigh* someone wish me luck or pray for me please :(

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[illria.livejournal.com]

♥!! I hope everything turns out fine for you! ♥ I understand about being so scared. Even if the worst of the worst of your current fears turns out true, remember you can be okay anyway.♥ Good luck.