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I posted a long while back about finally achieving my first orgasm through external masturbation, but now I'm really interested in trying internal masturbation. The problem? I can't get through my hymen. I've tried on several occasions (although tonight was the first that I've tried in a long while) when I'm plenty turned on and I'm plenty relaxed. I can feel it stretch slightly around the very tip of my finger, but then it just starts hurting so bad. I tried probably an hour ago and it's still extremely sore. Is this normal? I've been reading up a lot today on hymens and it seems like every post I read, the person acts like it wasn't a problem at all. I'm probably getting more nervous about this than I should be, but it's getting frustrating at this point.
So, do you think that only getting the tip of my finger in is success? Am I just chickening out too soon? Is there anything I can do to make it hurt less? Suggestions of any kind? I'm open to anything you guys are willing to throw at me...
Thanks a bunch!
So, do you think that only getting the tip of my finger in is success? Am I just chickening out too soon? Is there anything I can do to make it hurt less? Suggestions of any kind? I'm open to anything you guys are willing to throw at me...
Thanks a bunch!