kind of embarassing anus related question

[lovethatlovage.livejournal.com]

so, i've suspected that i have a one or two small hemroids for awhile now. i never went to the doctor reguarding it because i just don't feel comfortable with that for what ever reason. i may ask at my next OBGY appnt though.as long as i eat enough fiber, drink enough water and have regular BMs they only become occasionally irriated. pretty much, i have no pain and think i've self managed w/e the problem is effectively.

my real question is reguarding the appearance of my anus. basically, it's not cute. nothing like what i see in any kind of adult video. there are a few small like skin tag type things that kinda protrude (maybe hemroid related, idk) and it doesn't have a very "smooth appearance" i guess you could say. kinda like there's some loose-ish skin around the opening.

i wasn't even aware of this until i looked at myself down there in a mirror, i find it kinda unsettling having never considered the appearance of my anus before.

anyone else know what the heck im talking about or have the same problem? if it's even a problem, i just feel like a sexual partner would find it weird or abnormal.

Comments

[askdrtroy.livejournal.com]

It sounds like small, soft external hemorrhoids. Trust me, very few women have a flat, tight anus like in porn films (sorry for getting graphic, but that's what your talking about). Your appearance is perfectly normal. Keep your stools soft with fiber and that will help prevent them from flaring up. In other words, keep doing what your doing and you will be fine.