vaginapagina | kind of embarassing anus related question (Reply)

so, i've suspected that i have a one or two small hemroids for awhile now. i never went to the doctor reguarding it because i just don't feel comfortable with that for what ever reason. i may ask at my next OBGY appnt though.as long as i eat enough fiber, drink enough water and have regular BMs they only become occasionally irriated. pretty much, i have no pain and think i've self managed w/e the problem is effectively.

my real question is reguarding the appearance of my anus. basically, it's not cute. nothing like what i see in any kind of adult video. there are a few small like skin tag type things that kinda protrude (maybe hemroid related, idk) and it doesn't have a very "smooth appearance" i guess you could say. kinda like there's some loose-ish skin around the opening.

i wasn't even aware of this until i looked at myself down there in a mirror, i find it kinda unsettling having never considered the appearance of my anus before.

anyone else know what the heck im talking about or have the same problem? if it's even a problem, i just feel like a sexual partner would find it weird or abnormal.