vaginapagina | my rant about needing an abortion (Reply)

I am freaking out!

I took a pregnancy test today and it was postive. I called to make an appoinment for an abortion (I'm fine with that, by the way) but the local Planned Parenthood is booked and the closest clinic is too far away to plausibly get there considering I don't have a car and my fiance has to work on the only available date, which happens to be Friday the 14th. I can't wait too long to get this done. I am already 8 weeks pregnant, which I still can't even believe.

I assumed I'd be able to just call my local clinic and they would take care of me, but it turns out this whole process is more complicated and worrysome. I am soooooo scared I won't be able to get the abortion. I don't know what to do. And to top it off, even though I don't even have a job (literally 11 bucks to my name, I am NOT kidding), they said the cheapest price would be $340!!! That right there makes me want to die. My fiance will have to pay for it with his less than extravagent job, which makes me want to cry.

I was feeling okay about being pregnant, knowing I could "take care" of it as soon as possible, but now I am so scared and depressed and anxious.

I'm sorry if I sound crazy or childish, I am just so freaked out about this.

Those of you who have dealt with getting an abortion, could you please tell me how it was and what the entire process was like for you? I would really appreciate hearing from others about this.