pillsforcake.livejournal.comI'm a girl and I am terrified that there's something wrong with me down there. I'm usually called paranoid about stuff, and tend to overreact, and I hope that's the situation.
I have a couple issues I need to address. I'm desperate and fairly confident that everyone here will say they don't know what's wrong with me. For background info, I've only had sex with one person, and I was his first everything sexually. So chances any of this crap below being an STD are hopefully ruled out.
1. I have this weird spongy stuff at the front of my vagina. Like right when you go in the actual hole. It's right there and I don't know if anyone else has it. Is that normal? It feels kinda blobish. It's not too much like the rest of the texture on the inside. I get paranoid that there's something wrong wth me whenever anyone fingers me or anything. I've asked in drunken confusion, 2 people in fact, they both say nothing seems weird. I'm still weirded out... opinions???
2. I think I have a hole in my clit. It looks like an opening, aka why I was confused when I realized the urethra is what you pee out of. Just... what?
3. I think I have some type of infection... my pee smells kinda funny recently. And it's sort of cloudy. Also I have what I was confident is a yeast infection, I was so itchy down there and then I got some creamy stuff, Clotrimazole, and a vinegar water douche and used it and it stopped. But then I had sex and I tend to get sorta irritated the day after. The itch came back. This itch applied to the spongy shit I was talking about before. I used the cream and it stopped again.
This itch though, it was horrible, I was in such discomfort it was invading my every thought. So, what's the deal? Do I have a UTI and a yeast infection? And a deformed vagina and clit?
I'm practically on the verge of tears. I hate to feel disfigured or irregular in a bad way. Please help me and tell me anything you know about this. Thank you in advance to anyone who bothered to read all that, or give me info/advice.