clitoris mystery??

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For a while now, I've been trying to locate my clitoris but have had no luck. Many times I looked around with a mirror, but saw nothing, and I try to feel around, but I feel nothing; I really don't feel any sensitivity at all. I've checked out online anatomy diagrams, but they don't really help; I just don't see or feel anything. I feel kind of silly, but this is getting really frustrating and upsetting. I wonder, "Do I even HAVE a clitoris?" Does anyone else have this problem?

Also: I've been noticing, in the folds between my labia, a sorta white creamy stuff. It's different from my discharge, and it smells like of weird (sometimes it smells stronger than usual). I saw a gynecologist for the first time last summer and had an exam (same problem then), but never got a phone call with my results or anything, and she didn't say anything that day either, so can I assume that there's nothing seriously wrong? Does this sound like anything to worry about?