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Sunday my boyfriend and i decided to have sex for the first time and it didnt really hurt all that bad, but i bled a pretty good bit, enough to get on him,and everytime i whipe its there. the blood when i whipped was very light and went away by the next day, but the problem is.. when we were having sex i stopped him before we really got to go at it, because i was scared and just kinda lost the mood. So Tuesday we tried again only to just get started once again then my roommate came home so we had to stop, still i bled just a little, and only when i whipped. So last night we finally got to have sex and really have it.. it still hurt a little but blood got all over the bottom of his condom and when i went to the bathroom all that night i had blood when i whipped and it is still a little off color when ive whipped today.
Is it normal for a girls first few times to bleed this way, and my lower stomach has hurt pretty bad all these times too. My roommate and most of my friend either didnt bleed at all, or just a little..none did like i have, so im wondering if something is wrong or am i just made this way...any advice is helpful.