ahhhh diva cup woes

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my vag is like, sucking my cup up so the stem is inside me too. it feels like its too deep cause i cant get my fingers around it to pull it out and i cant feel it but i dont want to like loose this in my vag. its fully open right now i think and im running late so im just going to "go with the flo" cause it took me too long to get it out before. so my question is, is this normal or am i going to have to seek some help?