I've been rolling the same thing around in my head. It's a lot of the times I wish I were a man just so I would not be faced with the social stigma of being female. I enjoy all the things males do around eachother, we never bat an eye at it. I am "one of the guys" for the most part, but me not being an attractive female is weird to our other friends, they treat me different because I am female.
I never really liked... sex. I love masturbation, but it's more pleasurable if it's a personal thing. I hate pleasing the other. really do.
I guess what is appealing about sex is the closeness, but I feel if I can achieve being close without the fucking.... then it should mean more, but I honestly do love the attention. It's just the wrong way of going about it. Platonic relationships mean so much to me, more so than relationships.
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Date: 2006-05-10 11:27 pm (UTC)I never really liked... sex. I love masturbation, but it's more pleasurable if it's a personal thing. I hate pleasing the other. really do.
I guess what is appealing about sex is the closeness, but I feel if I can achieve being close without the fucking.... then it should mean more, but I honestly do love the attention. It's just the wrong way of going about it. Platonic relationships mean so much to me, more so than relationships.