hymens

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I'm a virgin, but I've fingered myself to the point where my entire finger was in me, and so has my boyfriend.  We both have about average length fingers (I guess lol).

I've never bled while being fingered, nor had an experience where I hurt myself and started bleeding that would indicate me breaking my hymen.  Does this mean I don't have one, or that it's just really far back?

I guess what I'm asking is (and this probably sounds really naive) how far in is a normal hymen, is it possible not to have one, and could you break it and/or feel it while being fingered?  Basically I just want to know if I actually have one to break while having sex (since I've never seen or felt mine), and if it's normal not to feel (or break) one while being fingered.

Thanks! ♥