Found my boyfriends porn and why does it hurt me so badly?

[mrtentaclenun.livejournal.com]

If you asked me prior to today how I would feel about my boyfriend watching porn I would say I didn't care. This morning after he left for work I noticed a bottle of lotion by my laptop (that he uses. He has no computer of his own). I laughed and thought "oh he watched porn last night". Then I looked at my computers history, which I now wish I hadn't. The history goes back to June 2011. Not every day, but several days a week he watches red tube. The times show that he waits until right after I leave for work to do it (I normally leave first) ; he will do it before I get home, or he will do it after I go to bed. I know it's unreasonable to be so upset but I am. I feel like something is wrong with me. Why am I not enough? Why cant he come have sex with me instead of watching porn? What hurts most is that 99% of the porn is anal. That's something my body cannot do (but he wants to keep trying). He obviously has an obsession/fetish for it and I feel sick to my stomach. What do I do? I've cried all morning. Half of me wants to confront him and ask why I'm not enough. The other half says its none of my business, it's what guys do, confronting him will only end badly. Please help me feel better. I just feel devastated and lost right now...

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Curious changes in period while on the pill.

[alliegata.livejournal.com]

Hello all! I have a quick question that is proving to be a bit of a head-scratcher for me. Some background: I have PCOS and am on the pill (generic form of Sprintec). So far while on the pill my period has been a rock star: on time, regular duration, medium to light. This month, however, my discharge looks like I'm dying. Thick, chunky, black, heavy all that fun stuff (though hardly any cramps, which is odd for me). I have no idea why the sudden change. Could it just be stress (I am job hunting and it's throwing everything, including my relationship with my boyfriend, up in limbo)? Or is this a sign of a deeper problem, such as the pill not working anymore?

maybe baby

[fayefil.livejournal.com]

My boyfriend and I don't use condoms and don't use birth control. We are 29 and 31 and not actively seeking to prevent pregnancy. The pull out method has been tried and true for us so far. But sometimes, we get carried away. This morning, he came inside of me twice and I'm on day 8 of my cycle. Am I too late for the morning after pill? I typically ovulate right on the mark of day 14. I know this because I use ovulation sticks to keep track of it. This mornings test showed a positive LH surge. I'd rather NOT take the morning after pill if I don't have to. Will all the sperm be dead before I hit day 14 or should I get myself to the nearest Walgreens STAT? Thanks all!

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[songforanurse.livejournal.com]

Hi, everyone. So i am very concerned about a discharge "down there". At first i thought it was a yeast infection because of the white "cottage cheese" texture.. but it is not painful or itchy like most yeast infections, although it does have a slight smell. The other symptom is the difficulty of getting lubricated during sex and staying lubricated.
I have already tried an antibiotic for yeast, however it did nothing.. I was hoping some of you wonderful people could maybe give me some insight!
Thanks :)