hehadmeathelloo.livejournal.comI'm new on here, and I really don't know if I'm posting this in the right place or anything.. so I'm sorry if this comes up God knows where! eeek :( I have a few questions, haven't really spoken openly about this kinda thing before, it's just questions that fly around in my head unanswered and I know I sound really silly haha ummm delete the post if you like :) I just don't know where else I can ask these kinda things! You all seem nice and willing to help so :)
-I'm 17, a virgin, and never really had a relationship before :( so I haven't even had my first kiss or anything. how lame. only now I really like someone and I'm scaredddd lol worried. like, does kissing come naturally? should I know anything? Things there have now changed :D.
-I'm really not happy with my body. well, body hair. I do shave, underarms, bikini line and legs :) I like to feel girly. only I have dark hair on my arms (I don't shave them though!). not like, beastly! it's not thick, fine, but I hate it. am I the only girl with not so light haired arms? will it be a turn off to guys? I used to hide under jumpers especially at school, even in the hot summer 'cause I felt such* a freak. also, if I'm not completely hairless down there (lol) will that scare a guy off completely? And is there anything I should stay away from when washing there, like anything that'll irritate it? any advise on what I should use?
-And, although I'm really shy, I'm not too scared about sex. But it does worry me sometimes when I think about what my first time will be like, what if my vag is too small and he can't like, fit? :S I give you permission to laugh at my silliness :(
I'm really sorry if this is a crappy post! I have many more questions but I'll see how this post goes, how long it stays up before it's deleted or something haha. well, thankyou if you took time to read this :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx