Seasonique anxiety.
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So... I did a bad thing. I googled experiences with Seasonique, which my doctor just prescribed me today (although I wont start it until the 29th). I have awful anxiety in general and I have always been TERRIFIED of taking any kind anything other than antibiotics, whether it be birth control or pain killers because I am so afraid of the side effects or dependency/addiction. But I'm going to be moving in with my long-distance boyfriend in a month and quite frankly, the diaphragm sucks and is really inconvenient. So I figured I'd pull up my big girl panties and try the real stuff, until I read about never-ending periods, acne breakouts (which, along with weight gain, my doctor told me to my face would most definitely not happen on this birth control? Wut?!) The pharmacist already warned me that I'd probably experience some spotting while my body adjusts, which is fine, but... Weight gain and acne are the biggest reasons I have refused birth control - I just don't want to create any problems for myself, you know? I've never ever had any legitimate health problems (other than being quite overweight, although I have no problems and my health is otherwise perfect) and my periods have literally been regular since day one; they have consistently been five days long with cramps only on the first day. I've always considered myself pretty lucky in that aspect and now I'm terrified that my beautiful five-day-long period is going to turn into a months-long period from hell.
So I guess I'm just wondering if you all could share some success stories with Seasonique or the generics? Because now I kind of just want to throw the pack out and become a nun. :(
So I guess I'm just wondering if you all could share some success stories with Seasonique or the generics? Because now I kind of just want to throw the pack out and become a nun. :(
Trigger warning: brief mentions of suicidal thinking
Date: 2012-07-20 06:48 am (UTC)I had breakthrough bleeding on my first three-month cycle, about around the last week of each month, but not too bad. I haven't had with this pack (my second). It hasn't caused any weight gain and has seriously helped my mood stabilize. I used to get awful (sometimes suicidal) mood swings the week before my period. Not anymore. :)
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Date: 2012-07-20 09:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-20 07:36 am (UTC)Best of luck!
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Date: 2012-07-20 09:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-20 08:16 am (UTC)But to be honest with you, Seasonique DESTROYED me for a while. I gained a lot of weight almost instantly, got super moody and worst of all had the months-long periods from hell. I seriously had my period for 3 weeks on it, was off it for a week and then had it for 3 more weeks. This continued on a for a while and then it "stabilized" and started coming just every three weeks for 10-15 days. And THAT lasted for about a year. Keep in mind after the first 3 weeks of period-ing I quit taking it. Now, almost exactly a year later, I FINALLY had my first "normal" period in over a year. Meaning I had an entire 28 day cycle, had my period for about 6 days and then stopped.
Idk. It was hell for me, but just 'cuz it was for me doesn't mean it will be for you.
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Date: 2012-07-20 09:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-20 01:25 pm (UTC)however, I think you should know I would never, ever do that to be cruel to you. that pill made my life completely awful for a long time and at the time I thought you should know that before you took it.
like I said, every single human is different and every pill has different effects on every body. just because it was terrible for me doesn't mean it will be for you. many people have had success with it and loved it so hopefully you do, too. again, I'm sorry I upset you and I'm sorry you thought I was being cruel. I never have anything other than the best intentions when commenting to my LJ friends. :/
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Date: 2012-07-20 01:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-20 01:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-20 10:38 am (UTC)I've never had any godawful experiences on BC, per se. No massive weight gain, no new accumulations of zits (though I really wish BC would get rid of the ones I already was developing...), etc. My first BC worked for my cycle but eventually affected my mood to the point where I realized I wasn't quite myself anymore. No big deal, I went back to the gyno and asked for something different. Now I'm on Lo Loestrin, which is my BC godsend. :) So whether you find your meant-to-be BC on your first try or not, don't fret! You'll never know until you try. I'm so glad I decided to start BC. I was significantly (and still am) less worried about getting pregnant if a condom breaks or anything like that, I know with much more certainty when my period is going to come (though Lo Loestrin pretty much got rid of my period -- I only "bleed" for a day), I no longer have cramps, and having to take a pill every day has helped me get into a routine.
So! Long story short, there will be horror stories about every type of birth control. However, the majority of women who take each form don't suffer from all, or even some, or even any, of the negative side effects.
My only other advice to you would be this: If for some reason Seasonique makes you more nervous than other birth controls because of its method (four periods a year), then I would check all the posts in this community about stacking packs. Seasonique pretty much just stacks BC packs for you, from what I understand (I could be wrong, but that's what I've heard). Stacking is a common practice! Women regularly skip periods while they're on BC on purpose.
I don't think you need to declare nunhood just yet. Give Seasonique a fair chance. :) The best thing about BC pills is that you can stop whenever you want (as opposed to getting Implanon or something like that). That's what I did with my Nuvaring. I just didn't put one back in, and boom. Done. That was it!
Good luck!
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Date: 2012-07-20 01:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-20 07:21 pm (UTC)Ahem. Anyway, far as I know, Seasonique follows the same 21/7 rules as almost all other combined estrogen/progesterone HBC. So if you ever get weird bleeding, you can figure if you'll be able to abide by 21-or-more active pills on either side of a 4-7 day break, and if so, take that break. That's often the fastest way to unconfuse a confused uterus.
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Date: 2012-07-20 03:29 pm (UTC)Some people may experience weight gain on the Pill, but so many don't. Also, while the Pill can make acne worse for some people, it is also often prescribed to improve acne. Personally, I found that my acne became worse at first on the Pill, but then pretty much went away completely. Now that I'm off, it's coming back a bit. Like I said though, everyone is different.
Some people say that birth control pills make their anxiety worse, but I feel like my anxiety is more out of control since I've been off the Pill. Again, just individual differences.
Good luck, and remember - you can always try a different brand or switch birth control methods altogether if you're unhappy.
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Date: 2012-07-20 05:06 pm (UTC)Probably you'll be fine... I've taken lots of brands and never had any side effects to speak of. Like others have said, the internet is full of the bad stories because "it was fine" isn't something people feel it's necessary to share. But even if you don't react well, you can just stop, or try a new brand. :)
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Date: 2012-07-20 05:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-20 08:25 pm (UTC)All the horror stories aren't the only stories, they're just the only ones people usually come to the internet to spread.
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Date: 2012-07-21 08:40 am (UTC)