Oh damn. Please take this humongous e-hug! I wish there was more I could offer!
You are not a slut. This was not your fault. This person manipulated you and took advantage of you. What he did was clearly wrong, first in taking you to his place instead of one where people were gathering, second in initiating kissing which indicates his intentions, third in ignoring your obvious drunkenness/distress/explicit desire to go home, fourth in prolonging the agony to manipulate you into your ersatz consent. What he did was awful.
Is there anyone you can talk to that's outside of the program? What about campus or local or national resources provided for survivors of sexual violence/abuse?
I'm so so so sorry you had to endure that. I hope you heal quickly! Many people encourage survivors of sexual manipulation, whatever the circumstances, to do something to reclaim their bodies/minds in a positive manner. Is there anything you could treat yourself to?
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Date: 2010-05-29 04:17 pm (UTC)You are not a slut. This was not your fault. This person manipulated you and took advantage of you. What he did was clearly wrong, first in taking you to his place instead of one where people were gathering, second in initiating kissing which indicates his intentions, third in ignoring your obvious drunkenness/distress/explicit desire to go home, fourth in prolonging the agony to manipulate you into your ersatz consent. What he did was awful.
Is there anyone you can talk to that's outside of the program? What about campus or local or national resources provided for survivors of sexual violence/abuse?
I'm so so so sorry you had to endure that. I hope you heal quickly! Many people encourage survivors of sexual manipulation, whatever the circumstances, to do something to reclaim their bodies/minds in a positive manner. Is there anything you could treat yourself to?