It's not that I don't trust him, I do and I know he won't hurt me.
I've also never been comfortable with my body, I'm not super skinny. My highest weight was 250, and now I'm down to 125. I'm 4'11". While I'm not incredibly over weight anymore, I still have a lot of extra skin that makes me look, well fat.
I'm constantly I'm afraid I'm bad at sex. I'm scared of it. A lot of the time I freak out if he touches my breast's even if it's an accident, it makes him upset when I get upset about it, I feel like a bad person.
I wish I could be more comfortable with myself and being touched.
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Date: 2006-03-15 09:07 pm (UTC)I've also never been comfortable with my body, I'm not super skinny. My highest weight was 250, and now I'm down to 125. I'm 4'11". While I'm not incredibly over weight anymore, I still have a lot of extra skin that makes me look, well fat.
I'm constantly I'm afraid I'm bad at sex. I'm scared of it. A lot of the time I freak out if he touches my breast's even if it's an accident, it makes him upset when I get upset about it, I feel like a bad person.
I wish I could be more comfortable with myself and being touched.