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Hi I'm new to the community.... I don't know exactly how to word this correctly so please be patient with me... My boyfriend and I were messing around (just to clear things up a bit we weren't having intercourse, but there was some penetration) and all of a sudden he really hurt me (I think my hymmn might have broken at that point but I'm not sure) when I told him that he really hurt me he told me that I was starting to skin. Can anyone please tell me what "starting to skin" means?
Thanks..