Long Distance...

[love-91.livejournal.com]

hi i am new to this site...and i am sure no one else has posted something like this cause i know no one else is a nut case like me...
i am actually using this as a last resort..i find it weird asking people about my personal problems...but this really bothers me...
i am in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend for almost a year now and we are very happy with each other,please no comments on the long distance not working thing it kinda bugs me out...we really do love each other a lot and planning to meet very soon...we do web chats and masturbate with each other so we could feel close to each other and so we could satisfy each other...for some reason i cannot continue masturbating if he cums before i do...i told him about this and he would always wait for me...some time back he did it before me,and so i didnt finish...this bothers me a lot when he does that(i know its irrational...)and a week ago while we were doing it he usually asks me to show him other body parts which i do...and he told me to show him a particular part twice and then told me he wants to cum but he will do it again so i can finish i believed him..and when he finished he just said you do it now...and i kinda fought with him after he said that...i felt hurt and this still bothers me...Saturday is close by and i feel like he did something really wrong to me like cheated or something like that...why?i have no idea...at the moment its difficult for myself to live with me o.O
i did talk to him and he said its not in his control i accept that...and understand it too...i guess i will only let this go when i get some perspective on how stupid i am being...


PLEASE HELP ME ELSE I WILL BLOW UP IN A LITTLE BIT...

How did I end up pregnant?

[madraykin.livejournal.com]

I would appreciate some insight from you folks on my current situation.

I am unable to go on any form of hormonal birth control because of a family history of blood clots and blood disorders.  So for my entire sexual life I have used condoms and my partner always pulls out when he ejaculates.
When my husband and I decided to try for a baby I started doing FAM and we got pregnant within 3 cycles.  Hurrah!  Son was born in June 2012.

My last period started August 28th.  That month we used condoms like usual until I O'd on CD15, then had sex without condoms and husband pulled out.

We found out I was pregnant at the end of September.  We knew we wanted another kid but... I really have no idea how this happened!

Husband always pees after sex, always washes his penis and hands after sex, he never ejaculated inside or near me before I ovulated and pulled out after I ovulated.

I'm a bit worried about what method of BC to use after this kid is born because I don't understand how I could have gotten pregnant with my current method.