birth control + abnormal bleeding
Oct. 4th, 2008 12:43 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
And if you absolutely love your healthcare people, I'd be down for hearing suggestions for regular PCPs too.
Thanks!! <3
okay, so basically here's my problem. i got stretch marks on my hips, thighs, and the backs of my calves when i was younger, i assume when i was going through puberty. i don't remember when they arrived because i don't remember them ever looking fresh. so, as far back as i can think of, they've been faded and whitish, like scars. i don't scar easily - maybe that's why they faded so fast? anyway, that's not really important.
the point is, somehow i managed to need a bra at nine/ten years old, got my period at ten, and was a c cup by the time i was fourteen, a d by the time i was fifteen, and a dd cup by the time i was seventeen, almost eighteen. if i'm being honest with myself, i was probably a dd long before then, but i didn't find bras that fit me until almost a year ago. (36dd, who knew? apparently NO ONE CARRIES THIS SIZE EVER and when they do, it's sized incorrectly. psht. dear audience, i'd like to thank the girl at lane bryant for helping me find two whole bras that actually really truly fit me and then ordering a bunch more to be sent DIRECTLY TO MY HOUSE. that was a good day. i digress.)
somehow through all these growth spurts and my coming to terms with the fact that i'm never going to NOT be ridiculously hourglass-shaped, no matter how much weight i gain or how silly it looks on me at my heaviest weight, which is right now...i never got stretchmarks on my breasts. not a one.
this is where you come in, vp. i woke up two days ago with really nasty, bright red stretchmarks on the tops of both of my breasts. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE. they aren't particularly large, but there are a LOT of them and they're very noticeable. thankfully they aren't high enough to where they'd show in a low shirt (even though i never wear actual low-cut shirts, i can't get away from having ridiculous cleavage so i'm basically just referring to any shirt that shows cleavage.)
some extra background - i'm eighteen, caucasian (could that be why they're so red? because my skin is practically transparent?), have actually recently lost about five pounds. as far as i know (tested last week from sheer paranoia, lol, guess it came in handy) i'm not pregnant, nor have i ever been. i am on the nuvaring, but i've been using it for...five months now? my breasts have been fairly sore and swollen lately, especially when i take off my bra. (and let me tell you, that motherfrocking HURTS.) i'm not pmsing until next week - i leave my ring in for four weeks and then have an off week, and i'm due to take it out on the twelfth.
so...what the hell is going on with my body? i know that women can experience changes like this until their early twenties, but is it really possible that i'm still going through some sort of puberty? pretty much as soon as that first training bra touched my skin at age nine, my tits have been acting like i'm giving them boob-steroids. is it possible that they could still be growing after TEN YEARS? i haven't changed any eating or exercising habits.
and to add to that...how the hell do i get rid of them? i'm on an extremely tight budget right now and i very sincerely doubt i'd be able to find pure cocoa butter for under five bucks. do vit e rubs work?
thanks for any help!