Wow.

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I think I just had my first ever orgasm! Naturally I was bored and being the insomniac I am I decided to see if I could feel anything if I used one of those vibrators we have lying around. So I picked the cheapest one ($3.95 at Spencers). It has such a strong vibe it roars. After awhile (I'll spare the gritty details) I felt a sensation that felt like cold water but also fire shoot all the way to my toes and made me almost scream, in a good way.

Here is why this is a big moment for me. I have been with husband for 3 years (married one). We have had lots of sex over our time together. I have never had an orgasm in all this time. Ever. Sex has been unsatisfying, and I fake very time with great success. I finally told my husband about it and we saw a doctor. The doctor said it was no big deal! No big deal, I just want to enjoy my sex life.

Here's a question: Has anyone else gone through this? I am a bit embarressed that it takes a vibrator to enjoy myself. I feel less of a women.