My first visit was horrible, she never asked my sexual orientation and went on and on about condoms and not getting pregnant. I was a virgin and when she did the exam it hurt so much, she broke my hymen and I bleed for the rest of the day, I felt so violated. The feeling lasted a few days, it was a big enough deal that my friends noticed and kept asking me what was wrong. Eventually it kind of faded, but I still feel kind of freaked out and intiminated everytime I go to the GYN for anything.

But this experience in no way affected me later on when I started having sex.

I hope it gets easier for you.