Vaginal lump (cyst/tumor?!?)!!

[polyemtgirl.livejournal.com]

So, my fiance Shawn noticed a small bump on the entrance of my vaginal opening about a month ago but then he didnt see it again and I couldnt feel it... I figured it was a calcium deposit or something...no biggie...

I went to put in a tampon today and noticed a BIG lump the size of a cranberry (it feels more like the size of a grape to me, but he says it LOOKS the size of a cranberry) right at the opening to my vaginal canal... It kinda got in the way of the tampon and it hurts to squeeze it (I wanted to make sure it wasnt some wierd pimple or something that would just pop)... It feels like a big grape encased in skin, and I can move it a little... It doesnt feel like it's attached at the base of the "grape" to the rest of my tissue down there...

I'm going to make a gyn appt but I dont think I can get to the Drs till Tuesday.. We're out of tow right now and I'm not sure what time we'll get home tomorrow... We were supposed to get home tonight from his grandmothers 6 hours from home (we went out yesterday cuz she had a heart attack), but we couldnt handle driving anymore tonight...

I pretty much just need reassurance that I'm not going to die or be unable to have kids or something because my brain is spazzing right now... I think mostly due to the fact that something "girl related" (aka Ovarian Cancer) killed my mom...

So yeah, make me believe that I'm not gonna die!! Has anyone else experianced something like this??