I wish I could offer more than just sympathy...but definite hugs your way! I'm scared to death, as insanely careful as I am about BC, that something will go wrong and with the political climate currently...and me being in The South...that I won't have another option, just THINKING about it is so incredibly frightening to me ): ): ): I wish you all the luck in the world (and am rushing myself to get sterilized ASAP...but even that isn't 100%...gah... ): )