and, are you in individual therapy? i'm glad you've come so far in your recovery, but it seems like there are some interpersonal concerns that you may benefit from seeking additional counseling for. perhaps couples counseling as well, but you may want to investigate some of your needs individually first.
it sounds like you've become addicted to his attention, and you crave it when you aren't getting it and you're doing everything you can to get it. it sounds like you're putting your self worth completely dependent on him (and things like how often you're having sex). i would really encourage you to seek therapy.
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and, are you in individual therapy? i'm glad you've come so far in your recovery, but it seems like there are some interpersonal concerns that you may benefit from seeking additional counseling for. perhaps couples counseling as well, but you may want to investigate some of your needs individually first.
it sounds like you've become addicted to his attention, and you crave it when you aren't getting it and you're doing everything you can to get it. it sounds like you're putting your self worth completely dependent on him (and things like how often you're having sex). i would really encourage you to seek therapy.