We've talked about it a few times. He says sometimes he just likes to get off a certain way.

I don't know really what it is.. I guess I could see that. But, I can't help but wonder if what if he doesn't really love me as much as he thought he did when we first started getting serious and his subconscience is giving him guilt and so it's hard for him to actually go through the act of making love since he knows how much that's a symbol to me?

Although, he says he loves me.. I'm just a paranoid freak. heh.