I talked to my roommate, which was really helpful. I'd like to talk to a counselor, but since all my final projects are almost due, I feel like I won't really have time until later in the week. I mean, yes, if I wrote my professors and asked for an extension because I needed to seek counseling for an incident, they would *definitely* grant one - they would probably let me have more time even without a reason. But I don't really want to do that. I think it would make me feel best now to get through a lot of work and feel capable in that regard.

As for my body, it's kind of sad, because I was planning to see someone I've been casually dating (non-monogamously) after I finished my finals, and I was really looking forward to it. Now I feel kind of weird at the idea of having sex. I don't know if going to the gym and working out exhaustively and then taking a really hot shower will help, or if I'm just going to need time.